Monday, July 10, 2006 12:55 PM

haix...FRIENDSHIPS?>?
ever wonder why sometimes you have friendship problems??hmm.im not sure.
many many of my friendship is destroyed.hmm..as example.because of bgr my friendship is destroyed.used to be good towards each other but due to a guy we fight? dont you think is stupid.maybe im at fault. i dunno.hmm.another one.my classmate.we use to be good friends.now?enemies.haix.but sometimes is disappointing to see all this happening.sometimes you start to dislike your friends attitude..as for mie i dont care anymore..i just need to have an happy environment around mie.yupps..i hate it to see my friendship being destroyed..but sometimes i cant help it you noe!!
RELATIONSHIP???
i think im just too young to understand things.maybe.haix... i still remember i broke up with my 2nd ex.(----)hmm...i dunno wat make mie do so.ppl oso misunderstand mie for having another guy besides him.its all wrong.seeing him in school make mie feel really bad.i want to apologise but i know he hate mie most.imagine after one year of waiting and just like dat is gone.haix...im sorry.i really sorry......now i feel just like you did before.he left mie just like dat in silence.just know one knows how much i have suffered because of him.but what i most dont understand is why i forgive him so easily and remain suffering? why do i still miss him so much after wat he have done to mie? why does beautiful memories of us keep haunting mie??
*hehe.after a tired day im sharing my misery here..is just part of my life.no one knows the true secret of my life.no one!