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i love you much but, i realised you can never be mine. |
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Saturday, January 20, 2007 3:41 PM
i totally couldnt sleep last night. thanks to HIM! i cried the night feeling dumb. feeling tired. i only get two hours of sleep. get up for sch. in a super sad mood. nicholas,ahh seahh & mark waiting. looking at mie in such mood they kept quiet too. didnt i realised. in the train.tear startes rolling again. but i controlled myself.HAISS. till i reached sch. reading jingsheng and huixian msg made me worst! didnt want the guys to see mie i rushed to the toilet. after crying out. i went canteen. still i was feeling super down. im sorry my friends. ATIKAHH cant help herself. )): soon day went by. i became better. didnt want to worry my friends. especially shihui,nicholas. ((: after schh, i joined them to SENTOSA. even i had a bad night.. i still need to entertain myself. plus nicholas plan it so it suit my schedule. i cant be BAD. so i had lots of FUN . yupps. ((: i tried to forget everything and forgive HIM oncce again. my mum lectured mie for like 30mins for going home late. ARGHH!! pictures?? share it with you another time. ((: |
the girl who learnt  Atikahh there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. thankyou loads Like this, yes:D he held her hands. she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers. she kept believing in miracle. too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's. she's feeling lost when she in his arms. screamoutLOUD |
| you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good . | |