i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Tuesday, January 02, 2007 3:07 PM


Surabaya!!! ;)

hahahs.i'm BACK in singapore.
yeahh yeahh!!!

day1
hmm.what did we do.
we arrive at airport rather late.
the tour guide brought us for dinner cum supper.
alot of mosquitos i tell you!!
after that we had a drive up all the way to malang.
hahahs!!so we checked in at about 1am!
yupps. the place is cold
even the hotel had no aircon!!
i had a room with my bro.
just the two of uss!!!

day2.
had breakfast at the hotel.
after that we drive up to the hot bath the place.
i tell you the hot bath is super nice...
grinnns!!! i wanted to stay all day there man!
but cant.after few hours we proceeded
to theme park. den for lunchh
hahahs!!! hmm.it was raining then so we change plans.
instead of waterfall we went shopping!!
hahahs!!bought a few clothes.super cheap there.
soon drive up to PROBOLINGO.
there we went to visit the orphanage. =))
guess what time was it.??
it was already 11pluss.
had dinner cum supper again there.
back to check in to another hotel.

day3
it was hari raya HAJI.
so we celebrated at the orphanage.
it was very sad to see many poor ppl there.
really!! they are deprieved of food sometimes.
so a whole day there wasnt that bad.
i had a massage too!! :)
so around five we went off to the hotel back for a rest!
because at 2am we are suppose to get ready
to set off to mount bromo.

day4.
mountbromo.
we needed to wake up early to that we can see
the sun rise. but too bad.
it was bad weather.
with all the haze plus the drizzling
we didnt get to see the sunrise.
grinnss! i was super sad i tell you.
hmmmss.ohh the weather at the mountain as like cold!!!
it was worst than at london.sufferings.
plus i didnt feel really well that day.
i had bad sore throat since day 3.
lol.we went up to he mountain by this four wheel jeep!
it was so bouncyy! plus i was sleepy.
hahahs!! so back to the bus we had our breakfast.
it was so early.i had no apetite due to my throat.
after breakfast we headed down to the safari.
it was cool instead of the animals being enclosed
it was us be enclosed in the bus.
including the tiger,leopard plus the lions.
so that was unique.
after that we had lunch den back another hotel at surabaya!
the city itself i mean.
hmm.this time the hotel was more grand!!
hahahs.after an hour we went back to the bus to go
sunan ampel.there shopping for the muslim stuff.
hahahs!! more cultural stuff there.
after that we were let go to the nearby shopping centre.
there had lunch and shopping awhile.
i was feeling too sick since then so i went back to hotel to rest.
i total was lying dead on the bed.BAD BAD.

day5.
last day!!
so we went to airport early in the morning
cause it was a morning flight.
so thats the end of my hols.
i think i did lefgt out a few parts of the hols.
i forget lahh!!! hahahs!!!!
the pics. i will update it some dayss!!!

hmm, at changi airport.
my two lovely uncle fetch us.
yupp. with my cousns too.
so we had lunch at bedok corner together!!
we saw tok encin!
hahs!!! after that went home. tired tired.

called winnie!!
at last heard her voice.
lol.i think there loads of stories to share but no chance.
SIANN!!!
tmr sch startss!!!
she is going to have her friends
while i have to hunt for mine too.
im so going to miss her..
hopefully it will not end.

girlfriends i totally miss you guyss too!!!



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


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you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .