i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Saturday, June 23, 2007 2:05 PM


i'm BACK! :D

FAMILY HOLIDAY @ Sutra Beach Resort.
travelled on thursday night so i had a night on the bus. & arrived on friday morning. upon arrival we were indeed tired and smelly. hahahs. had our breakfast which was served by the resort itself. To our surprise, we saw SENARIO (a popular group of comedian actors)TV3 team there. one of them really looked alike to my father. oh! i miss my parent at that point of time.

since we arrived there earlier that we thought, we had ice breaker games while waiting for the rooms to get ready. yeahh. i shared a room with my two cousin, ira & kak ju. had a great time sharing the same room as them. our roomwas practically suoer messy. so we had games in the later part of the day after that we went to the night market. bought finger food & tidbits to be eaten in the resort.friday night ended with indoor games & a project.three of us went to theguys room & had a small sharing session.

slept late & had to wake up early because we had to process for shopping trip right after breakfast. bought some stuff & my grandma bought for the turtle eggs. left bad eating them because they are endangered species but cant help it i love eating them. had lunch outside & went back to the hotel. had telematch gamne in the late afternoon & it ended quit late. we had games like mini soccer,tug-of-war & many others. it was enjoyable stuff, thats for sure.

had dinners & all the other groups busy preparing for the night time performance. it is a requirement that everyone & every group had to perform something. so at night,we had fun time laughing at each other performance. after a tiring day all the girls were thorning in one room & me ended up falling asleep. :D

sunday morning, we travelled back to singapore. the holiday indeed felt short but in other words it was a memorable one. arrived back to Singapore @12. hehehs. i had to pack my back for OBS the next day so i slept later around three. hence this marks the end of my Family Holiday.

OUTWARD BOUND SINGAPORE.
i wasnt excited at all. firstly because knowing i kinda of lonely & i have no idea how to get there. so i was kinda of lost after taking 85 to punggol. thank god, i saw a bunch of MI students from the interchange after a quite long time feeling lost & pathetic. arrived to punggol jetty & was delighted that most of the people that went to OBS was peoople i recognise. saw alot of other schools & they were all sec threes (how pathetic).

arrived at campsite 1. wwas delighted because our camp was different from the student we saw at the punggol jetty. all of us we splited into two groups *elizabeth choy & nehru*. i was placed into Nehru with Relieana, Artini, Amir & Nas. afetr knowing the other group member, i get to know more people which we Rok,Naz,Xinya,Gitte & many others. We played keypunch as the first activity of the camp. after lunch was capsized drill.i kayaked with khatijah & zai!

during capsized position i was super super scared because i practically dont know how to swim! hahahs. the float was killing me because it was tiring to float me up. Amir was like "Atikah, RELAX LAH!!!" hahass. after everyone was done, we proceeded up back to the shore. kept everything & went for shower & dinner. After dinner,sat at the jetty & shared stories & played the ding dong game. so FUNNY. all it goes was ding dong a ding a dong. slept in a tent with Ree, Artini & Khatijah. hard time sleeping with all the us making alot of noises including the boys!

had to wake up at 5plus in the morning, unpitched all the tents & prepared for morning PT! hahahs.had warm up games ,stretching, 5BX, jogging, cool down exercises for our PT. hahahs. after that, went for breakfast which was pathetic & we had our morning circle. before lunch,learned how to belay & we did the inver tower obstacle course. i managed to reached the top for one of the set.

went for lunch,packed our stuffs & trekked to capsite 2. had our dinner which was rice cooked by our instructor LJ. it was outdoor cooking. After clearing up, pitched our tents. had sharing session with Rok,Ree,Artini,Rashid,Amir,Zai in the tent. hahahs. due to false alarm we had an earlier night.the next day was just trekking the whole day. while treking we made new friends with the sec three because we kept bumping into them.

during the hike, we went to the highest point where by i get to enjoy a very beautiful scenery of the quarry. LJ allowed us to let go all the frustration & troubles in us by throwing a rock into it. after a long trekking, we still had to trek back to campsite1. had our dinner,bathe,briefing & preparation before going to sleep.

the fourthday, we had our sea expedition. YEAH! kayaked the whole day.i was seriously feeling unwell in the morning. and the whole kayak of mine was simply sick people. simply struggling until we changed kayaks here & there. we even played catching after that. :D hahahs. we were so behind time & it felt so so tired.At night, had shring session & a last night in the tent again.

today was the last day! YUPPS. the last activity was the jetty jump. but i didnt do it because of certain reason. after that, all we do is just clearing up. did alot of washing up.Rashid & Me was practically playing with water while working.talking about Rashid, he is the one every night saying good night to me. "GOODNIGHT, ATIKAH!". :D so we parted from OBS & proceed to compass point to just slacked around.

Reached home feeling so lethagic. i faster contacted WINNIE & SHIHUI. i bought winnie a OBS t-shirt. yeah! i miss her so much lahh. didnt see her for two weeks!!! hmms. now,i got my HP back. i so can contact you anytime. YAY!~ so i need to hibernate now. wait for shihui come online but till now no one is online, most probably, they are outside. yeah! MISSESS. shihui, sunday maybe i need a companion to study with me lahh!



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .