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Sunday, June 10, 2007 2:56 PM
the weather is so so HOT! upon typing this post, i have my fan blasting off at me. woke up early in the morning feeling so tired & lethargic but still headed my way to school for my last tennis training during the holidays. indeed i have turned more tanner & darker. feeling so sad for this. )): anyway,tennis was ermms.. rather okayy.. got scolded my the assistant coach though. hmms, have to say i haven shown any improvement and i'm like the worst among the whole girls team. i cant help it not smiling or laughing at myself for been silly at time. but i do had great fun in tennis. it brings joy to me. yay! after tennis had lunch with most of them. yeahh. seriously, they can just close down the tennis team and open a joking club. providing the school jokes everyday. its good for relieving stress. hahahs. rusdy shall be the chairperson. i had fun laughing at their stupid jokes. abit racist though. yeahh! went home rather late. mum was quite angry cause i've been going home late lately. have to agree is my fault at times. but everytime i step into the house,NAGS! haiss. it makes me feel so bored that i dont feel like go home at all. now all i can do is just keep quiet at home and listen to all the naggings.just cant wait for HOLS & OBS where i will be away from all this naggings. oh YAR! todayis rayson's big day together with carla & nat. i wanted to go support them with shihui & winnie but we didnt.its my fault.i didnt want to make my mum more angry by goingout again so i decided to let it go. if i not we sure to have lots of fun. i guess another bahh.its a promise just US! hmms,nadd & belle came to my house to visit atok today. sorry girls i wasnt in the mood. feeling so tired after tennis & got woken up when i was half way through my nap! yeahh.but i'm sure happy to see you guys. its been quite sometime we meeet up yeah? YESTERDAY. omg,after tennis i went to vivo to see shihui building the house. lols. stupid laogong late lahh. idiot.i had to rush down but he came later than me. but yeahh,i had fun with him . soon winnie arrived.she started off with being bad mood. i didnt know what to say to her either. but DONUTS cheered her up. shihui came find us and had dinner together. finding a place to eat was sure very tough.especially when winnie is fickle minded.so after 30mins of choosing here & there, we ended up in LJS.dotss. bought a meal and all of a sudden i felt so so FULL! hhehes. thats when the chicken went passing around. HEHEHS. but one thing for sure,i was very happy & having fun laughing with my two besties & fish! (: i love them lots. no one can ever replace them not even my BF! after dnner went out to rooftop & played with water. okayys.i started it first. but we had fun right?! fun times spent together in the dark. LOLS.went home together by train. thats how i ended my day. :D oh YESH! so looking forward to MON. i'll get to meet up with my beloved mahana's mates. hopefully,it will happen! HOLS are busy.& i have yet to start mugging. shilin [] said: i give u motivatiom shilin [] said: If u dun pass ur papers. no tennis for u until end of year . x . pinkbabygerl . x . NEED MOTIVATION TO START PROPER MUGGING. said: OMG! shilin [] said: lOL this is from my COACH.i'm so DEAD. haiss. |
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