i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007 5:26 AM


yesterday went to catch a movie with shihui & nicholas.watch POTC.mainly,i was so blur throughout the whole show. seriously,i think my blur-ness is getting worst. i so need someone to sit beside me & explain the show.but anyway,i got a better understanding after nicholas explained to me. :D

bryan was supposed to meet me to play pool instead of me watching movie.but nicholas insisted on me watching movie. so yeahh,bryan had to go back home again.but he meet up with us after the movie.so did eevann.yeahh.so we headed to meridian to play pool.i played two games only but i lost both games. IDIOT. hahas.

had to leave early thanks to my mum. so yeah headed home alone.rather saddening.if only i could spent longer time with them.reached home got scolded again.seriously,me & bro just felt like leaving the house.we hate going home because once you step into the house there you go.BOOM!

forget abt it.slept together with my bro and shared my misery with him.told him everything about what i felt today. hmms. only he knows how much pain i went through today.
its hard seeing you.its hard facing you.i think people around us even know the distance that we are having. its really saddening.WINNIE.i need your help to make me forget abt this guy.HAISS.

so since i got grounded.i'm staying at home today. imagine today is like the first day i stay at home.how great?! HAHAS.i am suppose to be studying but why the hell am i doing on the computer.studying maes be feel so bored.ARGHHS. oh YAR! if only i wasnt grounded,i would be out now shopping with winnie.oh well....off i go now. i'll try to study now.toddles.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .