i love you much but, i realised you can never be mine. |
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Saturday, September 01, 2007 1:35 PM
hello! i'm back. its been quite sometime i last posted. hehehs. the lazy bumm ME. yuppss. been a busy week for me?! not much of studying but playing. hahahs. this is so going to be the last week of playing until the end of promos! so what have Atikah been doing?! i'll just highlight certain things that have been happening. i met the MAHANA on tuesday for a movie, Rush Hour3. so yeah,ended school quite early. wanted to wait for winnie but she ended late.hence i dragged shihui to pei me first. so yeah took a bus ride to douby ghaut (they always meet there, siansation!). just nice both of us reached on time. we went to eat BnJ! omg. i was so happy to get to eat ice cream of all my favourite flavours. soon after that went to find the rest. winnie decided to join us too. watching Rush Hour was fun siting between two bestie. *how lucky am i! thanks besties. it was a free ticket thanks to shihui. i love her loads. so yeah. i spent like 12 bucks just on food. overspending! gosh. they went for dinner i went back home. something was bothering me on thursday.zul told me the news of my friend. YES. i was totally upset abt it. if you want to know why ask me personally alright?! so yeah.after school visited his wake. i broke down like three times in a day. oh well, may god forgive all his sins. i skipped school today(friday). yupps. i was lazy to go to school besides i have yet to finish all my assignments which is due like today?! oh well,in school oso boring might as well i skipped. so yupps. met veron for breakfast. i thought i'm gonna be late & get scolding by them (kinda of use to it already) but they were even later than me. hahahs. had breakfast at MAC before going to mayflower. hell ya,i miss that damn school. arrive at sch but wasnt allowed to watch the concert. so went out to slack with boon,wk,mao,aloy,ray. i miss them. after that went back to school find teachers. OMG. i miss all my teacher. i manage to find mr ong, mdm yati, mr chng, ms sim, mr iszal.they are like teachers who are close to me. besides them i saw many friends. my exclassmate. i miss 4D! after that went off with tzuling(beloved daughter),shuaixun,nipei & ben. i dont understand why i tagged along with them either. hahahs! went to find my hubby fishy. hehehs. but after they settled down for lunch i went off to find girlfriends again.is a day out with GFS. but without huixian though. so yeah had a looonnng bus ride with them to marina square. window shopping & had lunch at pizza hut. (its always pizza hut). i miss huixin noisy-ness there. anyway, i had to leave early due to certain reason. so we parted there. (i hate it when we have to say goodbye when we know it will take us sometime to see each other again.) unable to resist missing winnie, i simply HAD to find her especially when she is nearby.so i took a u-turn & went to convention centre to find her. that place is like super HUGE pls. hahahs. but still bestfriends heart is always close therefore manage to find her easily.(erm,kinda of abit lost.*blurness) so saw averlyn. she still remember me.hehehs.one day shall go shopping with her yeah winnie?! stealed winnie away from acer to chit chat with her awhile. made two new friend. i dunno who are they. hahhas. after that i had to rush home. but still end up i skip religious class cause i was freaking tired. i slept late the previous night! so yeah. thats my WEEK! hahahas. another thing, today is......huaboon's bday! so i guess.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUABOON! hehehs. i lost all my pics. so currently i dont have a picture of him. :( hehehs. but anyway, he is cute. lallaas. mark, hopefully you see this. yeah! all the best in your future. & anything Atikah will always be there to help. its been nice knowing you even though you were anti-girls at the starting. but gradually, we have became good friends. :) anyway, take care. may all your wish come true & god bless you. ok! i'll post the pictures on another day! laziness have invaded my body! hahhas. oh yar, i just finish watching a korean drama,titled Autuum Tale. sad love story. i really did cry. but super wrong time to watch because promo is like in three weeks time. i've going be a bbig time mugger for this coming three weeks. hahahs!! :) STUDY ATIKAH. friends, do ask me along to study yeah?! so yar,i guess i'll be ending my post here. i'm glad two of you are okay now. thank god because GFS are back into action. let it be eternity yeah? its nice been able to see you after so long. yeahhs. hopefully we will remain in contact somehow another. you simply like a brother to me. fun & laughter is everywhere. boys, you got to understand that you have forget about us. you think i care?! go ahead with your new life at SRJC. big deal, as long my GF are intact i'm already contented. hopefully, god will knock some sense into you. why do we always have to be alike?! somehow i cut my hair she also cut her hair. is it fate?! forgive me ,girl. let us forgive & forget? i really wish to ask for forgiveness from you for all the mistake i have done somehow or another. lastly, teacher must you really ask me abt him? i really have no idea what have happen to him but... i know he is happy with his GF. i wish is can beg for his forgiveness for breaking his heart. i really regret until this very moment. i have never forget you. yupps. |
the girl who learnt ![]() Atikahh there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. thankyou loads Like this, yes:D he held her hands. she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers. she kept believing in miracle. too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's. she's feeling lost when she in his arms. screamoutLOUD |
you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good . |