i love you much but, i realised you can never be mine. |
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Sunday, September 02, 2007 2:36 PM
happy teacher's day! so yeahh, suppose to have kenduri with family at cdans but i had a concert at esplanade.so left cdans around 4.30pm. elly already left with hanis. oh well,so i headed to marina square myself. i still prefer going myself anyway.so yeahhs, on my way zulaishah & elly kept calling & sms. hahahs. i just replied one or two. so yeahh, arrived at city hall & had to wait for aishah scared she get lost.so yeahh,waited for 20mins. den had a looonnng fast walk to swensens.yupps, everyone was gathered there to have our dinner with mrs wee,our hometutor. it was only all GIRLS. hehehs. had breaded chicken, soursop & apple crumble. took pictures wit some of them. hahahs. before we left for concert we took a group picture aoutside swensens. it was a great time. i was in heels & my leg was hurting. :( the concert was boring.i totally didnt understand what it meant. i still prefer the mayflower concert.its ten times nicer with the costumes & all. this time is freaking plain & boring. i only like the construction part. oh well. straight after the concert i left first leaving eely & zulaishah. let them be. hahahs. headed back to cdans. cousins all there. its been quite sometime i last chatted with hawa. talk to abg taha abt his last poly life. all the best! hahahs. ok lahh. nothing much. oh yar, i didnt go visit winnie after the concert because of my leg. i was lazy too plus it was ending soon. tot of waiting for her to end but we also going home in different direction. yeahh. hahahs. i reached home around 2, left tired & went to sleep. i did bathe @ cdans first ok? kak ju & sufinah accompanied me. told kakju abt that guy.eekks. winnie,he asked me out lahh. ermms. i dont know how to say but i think i feel uncomfortable going out with him. yarr! so i rejected him saying i might be going to kl this weekend. hopefully i am. hhahahs. my bill exploding. i dont think i'm able to reply him tll like 7sept. hehehs. :) i still feel uncomfortable with this culture change. i'm happier before than now. i prefer my old life than now. i hate it this present. they are not the type . i prefer them then now. GFS, lets go out. they had a tiff, i wanted to help but i wasnt much help. haiss. ATIKAH, why must you have to be like this. i'm down by it too. hopefully, they will clarify things soon & be better the next tme i sees them.oh well. |
the girl who learnt ![]() Atikahh there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. thankyou loads Like this, yes:D he held her hands. she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers. she kept believing in miracle. too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's. she's feeling lost when she in his arms. screamoutLOUD |
you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good . |