i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Friday, September 07, 2007 1:51 PM


HELLO! :) had a great day today.totally away from books! yipesss. so yesterday night i was in my ssuper high mood. talked to my mum & decided to make today no study day! HAHAHS. i randomly asked huaboon,nicholas,bryan & shihui. they were all free except shihui. shihui had to work. i super miss her lahhs. hmms by the time i end exams she will starts school.in the other words,she will be super busy!HAIS.

so yeah,as usual they will always want to play pool. i was LATE again.hehehs. i arrive at 1pm.nicholas was like waiting for us because everyone will be late.somehow i bummed into eevann on the way there. hahahs.soon huaboon & bryan came. i played like three games. first was me & nicholas tagged against eevann & huaboon. we won. second was me & eevann vs huaboon & nicholas. we won too. HAHAHS. nicholas & eevann was a good teacher in pool. but eevann is more fierce.

then we played murderer.they were like sabo-ing each other except me.funn.this is one good thing abt being the only girl. either all bully you or all just dont care you (in other words never bully)hahahhss. end up i was the one feeling horrible. huaboon was like "atikah, pls dont kill me!" hahahs! end up i lose. hahah. played another game with nicholas against bryan & eevann. ermms. actually we lost but since bryan tyco we won! :)

after that 3hours of pool-ing,headed to ps. (is always there!) nicholas wet to buy something at yamaha den went to arcade. damn boring.i've always hated arcade. hahahas. soon after we left & slacked at ben & jerry.gosh, i got tempted & bought a scooped. heavenly delicious. :) too bad shihui wasnt there. hahahas. before slacking at ben & jerry, we were playing that soccer thingy at adidas shop. hahahas. i was like super lousy at that. made eevann & bryan scored afew due to my blurness & lousiness. but still, me & nicholas best partners still manage to win them alot of times. hahahs. i scored the last goal ok! i'm proud of it. wees. we kind of made alot of noise. *lose face arr!!anyway, i ate like alot of fattening food today lahh! OMG. donuts,icecream & macdonalds for dinner. HELP!

hahahs. i simply miss mahana. i want to go east coast! hahahs. tmr i'll be away for the weekend to KL . yupps KL again!!!! :) hhahahhas. i'm sure going to have fun with cousins. yuppss. yawnnss.

brother have been giving so much problems to mummy. she have always been angry with him. haisss.

huaboon & bryan cheer up yeah?! so doea Atikah too.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .