i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Thursday, September 06, 2007 10:24 AM


hello! whats Atikah have been up to?!
she's been trying very hard to mug.indeed super hard. oh well! so yeah, yesterday she woke up early (it was super hard i tell you) & headed to amk library. dont ask me why there. hmms. okays,there was like alot of ppl mugging so i ended sitting at the cafe there not knowing that i have to purchase something from the cafe to be able to sit there. so yeah i DID. hmms. bein alone studying was alright.manage to concentrate once in awhile. hehehs. but rather bored.oh yar, saigin,huimin & amanda was mugging there too.

so 3hours passed until someone came & really did made me lose concentration.haiss.dont want to talk abt it.soon after, tzuling & fishy came. yeahh. tzuling was suppose to study but guess what? she did maths paper 1 in 2hours. but she only manage to do less than 20question ok! GOSHH. but i think we were distracted by each other. anyway, i super miss her. hungry me kept bugging to go eat. had difficult time choosing a place to eat because of me i guess. ended up eating ramen. Atikah have spent money again.i super hate it when the POSB card is with me. arghss.after that hard time trying to finish the food, we headed home. i miss that family gathering. love you guys.

so yeahh! had extra lesson today.i hard super hard time to get up to school. GRINS. it'll be harder when school reopens.yupps. was late but who cares. hahahs. mrLIM said. "Atikah already what time you still can stroll in!" hahahas.why not? there are many others who were later than me. besides no running in the library. yeahhs,after that 3hours of maths went to have lunch with zul. thinking econs starts at 1 we hurried back to school. but den it actually start at 2. idiot.

entered sch & saw this familiar girl from far. it was DEE. chatted with her for awhile befre we left to class.slacked in class.before lessons starts.followed hendra,fareez&zul to canteen saw fadli & mohaimin.chatted awhile before they left. went for the draggy sleepy econs lesson. winnie wanted to meet me but i was late causing her to cancel it. paiseh, no choice. so yeah. headed home. actually was kinda of tired.

yupps.i've blogged for today. now i want to try mugging.hopefuly i will. hahahas. i want to go out tmr. for movie or pool most probably. i skipping accounting lesson. hahahs. calling nicholas later. :) yawnss. toddles everyone.

hmms, i felt good pouring out to you yesterday. seriously, i dont know why you are always the first person to appear in my mind when something is troubling me especially. but thanks so much.by just sharing with you i feel so much happier. i love you but we can never be together. i miss you. hopefully,there will be someone to replace you.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .