i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Thursday, October 18, 2007 5:12 PM


Warning! : this is going to be a super long post!

okayys, i've not been updating due to my laziness&busy-ness.
so sorry my lovely readers.

first things first,
school have been super boring & dull
& seriously, i've been dragging myself to school.
giving boring faces & no mood to talk.
promotion results will only be released next monday.
so i have no idea whats my results like.

13/10/2007

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL! (:

saya disini ingin meminta maaf atas kesemua kesalahan saya terhadap kamu!
My Makciks:
Aishah, sorry if i have always been giving you attitudes. No offence but i'm just like that. but its been a great time knowing you in MI & having ppl labeling us as twins. thanks so much for being there for me & all the other makciks. anyway, enjoy your hari raya!
Elly, minta maaf ye?! i've always been bullying & saying you. sorry if i might have hurt your feeling.i dont mean any harm but i just want the best for you. its been wonderful having you in the class. i'll pray hard for your promotion so that we'll be in the same class next year! Selamat Hari Raya ye?!
Hafizah, Atikah wants your forgiveness! sorry if i ever hurt your feeling ok?! we've not been updating each other but i do know you are happy now cause you've found your mr.love . so yeahhs. do take care of yourself & Selamat Hari Raya.
Afiqah, i know you have grudges on me. since you are one of the makciks i still have to drop a note for you. anyway, sorry for all the bad things i have done towards you. do know whatever it is i'll still support you from the back together with the other makciks. i really hope things will be back like the first time we were.anyway, Selamat Hari Raya.
Zara, awak awak, kiter nak mintak maaf boleh?! i know you will forgive me cause you are like the sweetest person i known la. we may not be close but we have one little dirtiest secret yeah?! lets jalan raya ok. awak mesti cantik kan?!

my other lovelies,
Ree, i would to ask your forgiveness if i ever hurt your feelings or make you angry. especially, my teasing about you know la eh.yupps. its been fun having you around in school & knowing alot alot alot of stuff. (: Selamat Hari Raya!

All the other malay friends like PAE, current MI & ALL.
pls do forgive me for all my mistakes towards you. Hope you will have fun during this festive season. Anyway, see you guys around & EID MUBARAK! (:

ok,i'm done with Hari Raya. i know its loonng winded but this is Hari Raya whereby we have to beg for forgiveness to all your family, friends & whoever la. Hari Raya, its not only about money & eating but its about making the family & friendship ties closer & more bonded.

16/10/07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STACEY! :)
firstly, sorry for not being able to attend your birthday party. its not i dont want to go but there are many things that is against of me going. i'm really sorry my dear.
anyway, i bet you had lots of fun. i really do miss you. holiday we shall go out with the rest okayys?! May God always Bless you.

17/10/07

thanks GFs for that last minute cancellation for the dinner.
it really pissed me off.
what a FALSE HOPE! :S
anyway, winnie made the sacrifice by accompanying me.
so after that horrible tennis training of mine, i headed to vivo to meet her.
she needed to buy her wallet.
bought dinner & went up to the rooftop to enjoy our "romantic" dinner.
she was super duper in love with her new wallet.

abt tennis training, GOSH.
i only did like 1hour of drill with coach & the guys.
the other 1hour i slacked & rot.
i was seriously in no mood.
the guys was like "Atikah, you ok anot?"
LOLS. i shall think abt going to fri's training.
it all depends on the weather.

18/10/07

TODAY! hehehs.
i went school only for POA lesson.
MGT, i skipped.
GP, teacher absent.
so went to slacked with Ree
Maths, CANCELLED!

how great, i want to go for SLE camp.
it sound so fun with many fun ppl who is going la.
too bad, i wasnt nominated. oh well. bad luck Atikah.
went home early, planing to sleep but ended up looking through friendster & updating this blog!

PICTURES
i made a video for all the pictures.
but this blogger refuses to help me. ARGHS.
i need help in this pls.

oh wellss.
shihui, sorry.i've been busy. lets meet up soon for icecream alright?!
super real soon cause i super miss you.
ok! i've ended my super loooonnng& draggy post.
toddles lovelies.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .