i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Tuesday, November 13, 2007 8:18 PM




Daddy, i want a new phone pls. ((:
okayys, i doubt i will ever get this phone cause...
i just spent daddy's $2300.
plus this end year is alot of expenses.
brother's new term expenses & end year holiday trip.
& brother having been making alot of demand
using me spending daddy's money as a excuse.

oh well,
my day started with a laugh.
a bus trip with redzwan & suhaimi.
entering the school having to see someone at push up position
laughing upon seeing my entrance.
dont ask me who.

hahahs. CATS was dry as always.
my trip home was another funny incident.
someone said he was hungry.
so i agreed on accompanying him for his lunch & guess what?
he say he is SHY! & he have not bathe.
LOLS. & i was already at his house train station waiting for him.
oh well, i'll accompany you some other day.

so here i am blogging & talking to huixian online.
A & B huh?! our dirty little secret.
anyway, she just told me about someone breaking up.
moral of the story :
the guy just doesnt know how to appreciate the girl's love.

huixian, now get what i mean when i say i dont believe in relationship or fairytale land?
once bitten twice shy!

fishy laogong, i cant believe that our social cohesion marriage have lasted that long. its been better than any relationship. (:

boy, now see what i mean when i dont believe love anymore.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .