Friday, November 16, 2007 8:21 AM

guess why am i here early in the morning when i can sleep
and wake up late?
my mum woke me up at 6.30am for prayers.
(Eevann, this is the first prayers of the day.)
i couldnt get back to sleep because something is bothering me.

grinns.
one word!
FRUSTRATED!

anyway, i slept late last night talking to veronicalimqianling.
i know we are meeting today but i just needed someone to talk to.
plus, my mind was messed up.
sorry close friend, that i had to leave you online just like that. ):

yesterday outing was fun with SLE mates.
hafiz, handry, cheryl, redzwan, rizal, me & relieana.
super fun laughing from the start till the end.
from calling me a BEE to BY!
by, is a short form used for couples calling each other baby or hubby.
LOLS.
* melekat jugak name BEE tu.

catched a super violent movie, Beowulf.
slacked at rooftop.
they cam-whored.
played with water.
(: thats about it.
had fun. lets do it again someday.

my mind was messed up.
why keeping linking me with him?
didnt i tell you so many times that i have nothing to do with him?
why get so affected by it?
if it wasnt her that you want to love then who?
when we bumped into your friends, why did your friend told me that she is your " something "?
whats happening between us?
see the how many burning questions that i needed to ask you?
i just dont know how say it to you. ):

thanks ree, for listening to me & telling me what you feel & saw.
i have more to tell you but i dont know how to put them in words.
but i think i'm fine now. i guess.