i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Friday, November 09, 2007 7:39 PM


HELLO!! ((:

i'm feeling so bored now. yupps.
i skipped tennis today night.
brother just got home after soccer & me feeling lazy to go because daddy refuses to send us there. )): call me lazy i dont care.

anyway, i dragged myself to school today knowing there is nothing to look forward for.
grinns. CATS was okay. the lecturer is super funny la.
he have very hard time pronouncing the words properly.
still, i find him cute. & guess what aishah amir asked me?
"dier lelaki ke perempuan?" (is that person a guy or a girl)
this is because of his voice.

i left super sleepy when its going half the lesson
but i manage to perserve on. ((:
who ask me sleep at 2am again?!
hahhas.it was my fault cause i was on the phone with someone.
LOLS. due to certain reasons, identity is kept low profile.
hahahhs. try asking me personally?
& the answer would be I DONT KNOW!

craps. i hate going tot he doctor. seriously.
its a super waste of time. if my parents didnt force me to make my way to the polyclinic i wouldnt have went la. plus the itch was HAISSS.
i spent three damn hours in the polyclinic. feeling damn bored.
if only there is someone to accompany me wouldnt that be sweet?
HAHAHAHAHS. waited for like 3hours & i only had to see the doctor for less than 3mins.
idiot right? i know.
anyway, i wont eat the medicine cause you know me.
i dont eat medicine. shut up. *try forcing me. BOO!

in the morning manage to clear things up with another someone.
hopefully, nothing will affect our close friendship.
still, i think it will affect somehow.
i can feel the distance already.
oh swell, i have many other ppl to cheer me up right?!

ehh, i want to catch the movie name THE GAME PLAN.
anyone up for it to watch me. i need company la.
hehehehs. lalllaas. i want to go out & have fun.

oh yar, guess what time i had breakfast today?
i had it at 5PM! yes. no joke.
i didnt eat the whole morning nor noon.
until evening i got my bread.
around 6pm, mummy bought chicken rice for me.
thats my lunch & dinner. HAHAHS.

i'm bored.
winnie is away.. :(
i want someone to talk to pls!
where are you boy?

its funny talking to you till late night. & its been quite sometime i last talked to someone till super late night. & till now i cant blieve i admitted too many things to you. anyway, thanks for the great time spent talking on the phone listening to my craps & blabbering even though you are already half a sleep. HAHAHAHS. ((:



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .