Thursday, November 01, 2007 12:18 PM

yesterday was tiring yet fun!
hmms, i went jalan raye with zara& gang.
hahahhs. the pictures are with zara&fudge.
shall wait for the pictures & they will tell you the story!

anyway, yesterday was A****'s birthday!
our friendship started well & sweet.
but it ended super badly & it was a short sweet friendship
that i wont forget. yeahhs. thank god you are a happpy person now.

that was the past but will the past repeat by itself again.
i wouldnt let it happen again
so i've made the decision to get myself away from you.
YES! i'm determined to do so even it is going to be hurtful for me.
& even though i'm going to miss your crappy-ness that always made me laugh.
for now, no one knows who i'm talking abt.
huixian knows the story but dont know who it is.
so i think i'm back to being a very secretive person.
YUPPS!

i really want to be that happy llittle girl always
but there is always something that is stopping me from it.

this is the purpose of me blogging like at this point of time.
i just need to let it out how i truely feel.
soon, i might lock my blog for a moment.
cause certain things are better off to be just a secret!

cheer up Atikah!