i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Thursday, February 14, 2008 4:10 PM


give me a break pls.i've been feeling very down.like what the hell la.whatever.dont read this post if you dont wish to because is all going to be full of my shitty complains & whines.

why the hell i even spent money on presents when they dont appreciate it.whatever.is not that i want to boast but at least an appreciation would be great.whatever la.you've manage to make feel so happy,sucker.anyway, i dont even trust any of you so why should i care?!LOSERS.from now onwards,Atikah aint gonna waste money on presents unless i really think you deserve it from me.

i freaking hell gonna hate my common test results.whatever.i cant even score my POA paper thanks for the dumb mistake i made.onlygodknows how i feel now.i so so so need to work extra hard after orientation is over which is like making me miss alot of lesson.how nice la.

to you,i dont know how long more can i stand all this.a moment i feel that i'm wanted, within split seconds i'm not.you so got to clear things up asap pls. i totally dislike the situation i'm in now.going to school just simply make me more & more confuse.why cant things be just that simple? maybe i really did make a great mistake by admitting my feelings to you. but i didnt know that the outcome will be like this.just know that,i hell yeah miss you now. ):

shitness.
but anyway, HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY,EVERYONE! (:
for those who are attached, hopefully you'll be everlasting till marriage. & had a great time sharing your love together for this special day.
for those who are single, be happy because your love one will come to you soon. for now, share your love with your friends as they will love to share theirs with you.
thanks aishah&hafizah for the small gift. sorry,you didnt get your share of cookies. it was all taken by the cookie monsters of MI, the soccer boys. hehehs.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .