i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Sunday, February 17, 2008 11:15 AM


yesterday, Atikah was being such an idiot to skip her CAT for Sahiba. But she had fun having Ahmad Faris for company until she made her way to her cousin's house. Thanks Ahmad! (:
Called Bestfriend using Ahmad Faris hp but he still managed to guess my voice. GRRRR!

I had fun slacking at cousin's house. (: Ju & I decided not to go to the floorball game, for own reasons. It was tempting to go because we wanted to see "them".whatever! so they took their own sweet time to get ready causing us to be late. Met Fariha & Zulaiha at Yew tee & headed off to my house. TokSam made us do Tshirt printing. I thought it was a waste of time at first but the outcome of our art piece turn out to be nice especially Fariha's & Ira's.

After that, we had fun slacking & gossiping abt everything. This what always happen when we girls get together. We played pictionary. It was so fun laughing at the things they draw. HAHAS! Tok Sam insisted on us confirming our plans for the Botanic Outing. Cousins was being such an ass to force me put down the phone just for them. ): After much consideration, we decided to go on with them plan. they stayed on longer till twelve & one.

I tried calling him afew times but he was asleep.thanks arh, cousins. But cant blame them. I guess he is tired after a long day out with idontwishtoknowwho. Soon,i fell asleep even before Hawa & family went home. How dumb to think that they thought i was sleep walking when i wake up to get to my bed?! GRINNSS.

ouh, after reading makcik's blog. i'm happy that they had great time spending their valentines day with their love ones respectively. Reminded me of mine. ): stupid busy me couldnt make time for mine. if only there wasnt kenduri....if only i wasnt sick! BAHHHHS. next year would be a better one!

i tried my best to not bring up anything because its been two days we have had a good happy talk on the phone. but too bad it was a short one. still, thanks so much for tolerating my nonsense i guess? i still enjoyed this morning call. (: i really wish i could go out with you after your match but so sorry. HAVE FUN! & did i tell you that you looked & smelled good that day? I'm missing you so.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .