i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008 11:07 PM


if only it was so beautiful like the stars in the sky.
but i'm afraid it isnt.
times & times again, you've hurt me.
this time round its so deep that you'll never gain my trust again.
in fact, it have shown me all.

i felt like i'm the foolish & stupidest person in this world to believe every single word of yours.
how naive can i be?!

friends ask me, am i okayy?
i always say i am.
only god knows how painful this journey is.
having to know that i've trusted the wrong person.
i simply cant forgive myself.

god, what have i done to deserve all this.
till when do i have to cry for the stupidest reason?
give me a breakkk.
let me be that little happy person that i've always wanted to be pls.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .