on request of MISS ZULAISHAH, i'm updating. mind you, this is out of my lazy-ness. be honoured!  results? dont talk about it because i dont see hope of getting promoted with such lousy results.i expected it. thats for not studying. haiss. thank god, i have many to be motivating me to be studying especially for my MOB. right, monster?! lately, i've been distractred by many things thats upsetting me. friendships? maybe, i'm thinking too much. yups. its just me me me me?! i dont know. other than that, something have been lingering on my mind lately. whatever monster, bff, winnie & others have said to me really knocked my head. i wish i was strong enough to really heed their advise. a loser like me still cant help herself. i hate myself for this. i wouldnt want things to turn out like how it did in the past. i find it hard to let go. ): on the brighter side, i've made many new friends lately. thanks for the concern, you people! i really appreciate it. you've often made me smile. &you, thanks for making me smile alot lately. you know it! thanks for being there on thurs.
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