i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Friday, September 19, 2008 2:38 PM


to keep myself distracted, i was search high & low for a nice blogskin but have yet to find one that satisfy me. SHUT UP, AISHAH! i know you're going to say i'm damn fussy. tried afew but still not happy with it. so people, just hold on to this skin which requires you to refresh to read it.(:



just so you know, yesterday was spent with Monster searching for her daddy's birthday present. we had fun laughing and irritating each other. she's the sweetest irritator on earth. thanks, monster~!

must be wondering why i'm keeping myself distracted?
because, of some reasons. (: every single human being on earth, i'm calling upon you to help me forget this human being whom have affected me lately in many ways.
god, give me strength to go through this rough patch smoothly. deep down, i know i can do it because i have faith in myself. thank you god!

to you, i really dont wish to hurt you so stop pushing me about the past. dont dwell on it too long because i've totally gotten over you. (: help yourself by stop thinking about me. i swear it will help you. if only he could read this.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .