i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008 10:30 PM


YES, I'M FREAKING BACK IN SINGAPORE(:
yay, my friends are excited. but they just refuse to admit it ( hints; redzwan&zulaishah )
oh well, it feels so good to be back home. yes yes. okay, the last night was freaking awesome with cousins. thats why i love holidays with cousins around. we often chill till freaking late nights. guess what? we played blindmice in the hotel room. & we turned the whole room into a mess. oh, i even became damn high on that night. quoted from ira; Atikah itching to go clubbing.

i'll upload the picture sooon when i'm not lazy!

okay, i had to give mahana's chalet a miss since i reached home late yesterday.haiss! i was dying to meet them pls. i hope wish there will be another outing. anyway, pls refer to redzwan blog for more info on an stupid outing that i've to plan. SO NOW, I'M ON THE PHONE WITH REDZWAN & ZULAISHAH! pls freaking decide where to go.

anyway, HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MONSTERKU(: imissyouimissyou.
dear Allah, pls protect her from any harm and bless her with pure happiness & love. we'll celebrate your day sooooon. i cant wait pls.

replies to tag;
Hafizah, insyallah i'll recover sooon. i think time will recover everything for me. & may Allah bless his relationship. i believe that Allah has arranged a much better guy for me. & yes, i'll be smiling & gila-ing (:
Aishah, yes. i'm back. we've got a date this coming mon & wed.
Muthuuuu, imissyou!
Huixian, yeahyeah. tuesday, i cant wait to bitch with you about myself.
Elly, omg. we're going out on wednesday for picnic. & since you're loaded, you'll pay for pizza. i bet the others will agree to it.
Redzwan, yes ROCK LA! power kannnnnn?



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .