Tuesday, January 06, 2009 1:03 AM

Dear Allah, i believe whatever happened today was for a reason. if it wasnt for it, i wouldnt have known that i'm still hurt and tearing over - . i kept thinking i've moved on but the fact is i'm just being too harsh to myself. I'm sorry, i've hurt you so badly. I was selfish to be ignoring your feelings just to recuperate my own feelings. trully, i didnt mean to do so. Allah would have his reasons for deciding that we were not meant to be. I have trust in him, so must you. We'll pull this through together, its for your love and her.

pls do know, i never fail to keep praying for you. just so you know, i'm still the girl you knew before who will always be there for you and loving you. keep that in mind. & your place in me and my memories can never be replaced by anyone. do know, you dont deserve to be hurt by anyone & whoever does will have to go through me first. thanks for being a part of me and always be. I may not be yours but i love you still. HAHA! & i will always do miss you, boy!

Dear God, if we were meant to be pls do arrange oour path smoothly to bring us back together. If not meant to be, pls allow him to still be in me and always be. but do help us in getting with life smoothly. I beg you , forgive me for my wrongdoings & show me the right way. Amin Amin .