i love you much but,
i realised you can never be mine.
Monday, February 23, 2009 8:04 PM


i know i'm not suppose to be here, but here i am (: . hehe. way tooo many things eversince the last day i updated this blog. time was spent with many great companies like girlfriends, MI peeps, Monster, Cheerleading, Usrah, Aisyah&Kak Aini, just tooo many to list.

14th - Vday & Abg Khaliq's birthday
16th - Ng Shihui's birthday
18th - Daddy's 50!
19th - KakAini's birthday
22nd - Kak Aisyah's birthday
24th - Hendra's birthday
26th - Grandaddy's birthday
28th - Bryan's birthday

just see, how many birthdays. OMG! thats not including those who i know in the MDM. hehehe. gosh! pls add no more. thats like pretty enough to burn holes in my pocket! anyway, i gave a sweet birthday surprise to KakAini & Aisyah on friday (: . i swear i miss them so much that i had to really make sure the surprise will go smoothly. i bought them helium balloons & also card. geee, i swear them love balloons. yups . i really thank god for presenting them in my life.

yesterday, was family lunch together at tanjong katong complex. (: the 7 cousins had fun ordering 7 main dishes & headed to town for Anderson's ice cream & starbucks. despite having exams today, i had a hell out fun yesterday. not a single notes or book was touched. hehehe. i love cousins(:

saturday, Y2A meeting. adding more workload on me. HELPPPPP! yeah, i'll have fun doing the noticeboard with dearest KakAisyahku(: they accompanied me at sembawang before heading for tuition at SMU. Monster accompanied me at tuition and we went town for awhile before going seperate ways. after which will be my secret (: hehehe.

its a secret, i wont tell.
a promise we keep & a secret we share.



the girl who learnt


Atikahh
there's nothing wrong with my name.
If you think you know me, read my blog and think again.
I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.


thankyou loads


Like this, yes:D

he held her hands.
she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers.
she kept believing in miracle.
too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's.
she's feeling lost when she in his arms.


screamoutLOUD





you need not be mine, but just by my side would do me good .