Sunday, March 22, 2009 6:39 PM

there is just too many things that have been happening in life that i've got no time for myself. all that i can say is 'i'm tired'. school holidays have been a very busy one , i must say & up till now books and assignments are not touched. & school is starting tmr, i mind you. ): holiday is just way too fast.

it started bad in the beginning but KakAini & Aisyah made the day a better one i must say. i do enjoy every moment spent with them (: (: . thaanks. Diploma is back haunting me with lessons & exams ): . As usual, i skipped diploma half way & enjoyed the rest of the day with zahura. talked about everything, okay almost everything. that was the only shopping time i had. the rest of the week was busy with TENNIS! obviously, i'm turning darker for each day i attend tennis. pft. despite being busy and tired for tennis, it didnt stop me from attending usrah & the Annual Night Cycling.

yes, Annual Night Cycling was the only event that i was looking forward to. It was organised by 5 Mosques which includes Darul Makmur. More friendships were tied upon cycling from As-syafaah (Sembawang) to East Coast Park. It was a tiring yet a fun experience. (: I hope i get to see some pictures sooon. so finally, the week has ended & school will resume tomorrow. honestly, i'm not prepared. hopefully, tomorrow would be a good start of the term.

Many have asked me alot about you. all i can say is that you've changed alot. ): i dont know who you are exactly now. you keep changing my friendship status. its freaking irritating. you take me so lightly when you dont need me but when you need me you call me your best girlfriend? its freaking nonsensical! who exactly am i to you? its really sad seeing you changed. and hearing stories about you from others. I kept myself strong as not to affect by it. why why must thing go this way? if i say i'm not worried of you, i'm deny much. i dont know, i truly think that you need some soul searching cause its studies you should be prioritising and not other things. i thought it was you that i'll be running the last lap of A level with but i guess i'm wrong ,looking at the situation now. I hope you'll find someone who will really push you to study besides 'idontwishtoname'. Goodluck my friend!

Anyway, stop labelling anyone as my bestfriend cause its annoying. ): I MISS WINNIEPENGYIYUN! yes, believe it or not. i may not see her everyday despite her being in singapore but i do feel empty when i need someone to talk or sms to. faster come back luhhhhh! hmms, i hope you're doing well in suzhou. & & dont shop too much lahh. read your blog is all about shopping & someone ! LOL. oh well, do come back safely okay? (: i cant wait to see you back in singapore. besides winnie, i miss spending time with MONSTER!

"I remember when we kissed, I still feel it on my lips.
The time that you danced with me, with no music playing
I remember those simple things,I remember till I cry
but the one thing I wish I forget, the memories I want not forget is Goodbye"

thanks for every moment spent with you.