Saturday, July 11, 2009 12:08 AM

what would you do when you feel so down and lousy abt yourself?

i really feel like crying but i just cant anymore. too much tears that i've shed for you. how much more must i go through? All this while, too much emotional breakdowns you've given me. its seems never ending. probably, i've myself to blame. friends repeatedly told me, let it go. i did learn to but i keep falling back.

selfishness, sensitive, liar, control freak and many more. is that all that you see in me? after so much i gave in for us, this is what you see in me? no matter how hard i tried, this is me in you? ): it really breaks my heart when you say all this. like i say, there's probably never us in the first place. Maybe right from the beginning, it was just our mistake.

dear god, i'm letting this person go. i honestly believe in him, but i cant go on this way. i want that life back, the happy life and never did i cry for anyone myself. i dont want to feeel this pathetic anymore. i need changes.


shagged.