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Thursday, November 16, 2006 3:29 PM
nurATIKAH blogging. i tell you. i was ALMOST late for exam paper today. i thought it start at 2.30pm. but is starts at 2.00pm. i enter the exam hall 3mins before the paper. my hands were shivering and tears started rolling. i was very very scared. my face was very pale. (according to samueltoh) anyway it was really unlucky. i was running from busstop to school hall. i felt so so scared! the worst thing i saw *her before i entered the hall. ARGH!.oh nevermind. its over. after exam i ran down find winnie. confide with her abt being late just now. hmmss. she finish her paper tmr. im so jealous.. anyway, she told mie she saw him. about him. i give up. i give up on relationships. he is lying to mie. thats how i feel.really! haiss. many things i cant say in words. but nevermind. in this world only i know what happen and why i suffer. and how much i have cried for this guy. he have given mie everything. and has also selfishly taken back everything. oh god. i want strength to forget this sufferings. i've really cried enough for him let it just end here. lalalla.. OLEVEL is finishing too. cant wait for many things to happen. 1.prom nite 2.chalet (cousins) 3.winnie's birthday 4.sentosa 5,out with cousins. 6.chalet with friends. 7.shopping with winnie. 8.work! yeah yeah.PACK WITH ACTIVITIES. ok.run away now. tata! miss all my friends and COUSINS. |
the girl who learnt  Atikahh there's nothing wrong with my name. If you think you know me, read my blog and think again. I'm imperfect and I'm Lovin' It. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life. thankyou loads 
Like this, yes:D he held her hands. she wished he was hers as they interlocked their fingers. she kept believing in miracle. too bad, what she thought it was her's, turns out to be someone else's. she's feeling lost when she in his arms. screamoutLOUD |
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