Monday, December 29, 2008 12:26 AM

firstly, SALAM AWAL MUHARRAM(:
for those Muslim who doesnt know, this is your new year. not on the 01/01/2008.


anyway, this two girls have abandoned me for the past two days. Atikah ucapkan TERIMAKASIH eh kakAini&Aisyah. (saying thanks)

27/12/2008 , a date that all youth of DM have been waiting for. BBQ! (: there were so much much foood. of course, i came early (thinking of helping) but turned out mostly were done. hmms, almost all the youth came. thank god, they didnt make me feel that lonely. but still, i would have much more fun if the two sisters were there. ):
anyway, W was being nice to cook for me, accompanied me & assuring that i'm home safely.

today being a good Muslim, i decided to go to mosque to help around since there will be many people coming for the syarahan & stuff. again, W wasted petrol just to get me strepsils thinking that i have sore throat. but i dont, only that my voice have yet to recover. ): again, W sent me to the bus stop to assure that i get home safely. I'm stubborn, refuses to ride bike. Like DUHS! anyway, not many youth came but i still had fun with those who came. closer ties were bond.

so, its Awal Muharram & its high time i really forget the past and get on with life. Dear Allah, it will be a tough year ahead. hence, i'm praying to you to give me strength to face challenges that you've pre-destined it for me. I beg for your forgiveness to all my sins that i've done. Sincerely, i seek your guidance in bringing me to the right path and always be close to you. Thanks Allah for giving me opportunities in helping out at the mosque, your home. Allow me to be a better person. Allah, pls do answers to my daily prayers. Amin Amin Amin .

anyway, been reading up friends blog. & everything is about BF! or dates with Boyfriends. i feel sad. dont ask why. just sad. okay, i dislike feeling so. okay, BF says in future we may be friends, lovers or just HiBye friends, but he needs someone to guide him when the time comes. guess what, i offered myself to guide him in being close to Allah. i know, he has that heart to change. thanks for being there last night for me (: